I want this to be me. I wish I could just sit down for more than five minutes and relax without having to think about all of the other ten million things on my plate for the day. These past, and upcoming, weeks have been and will be so busy. School is kicking my butt these days; making me sleep deprived and hungry and irritable. I want to be able to call me friends and chat when I want or play tennis in the sun or watch a movie or shop even, instead of studying for countless tests, emailing millions of people, yelling at insurance companies, shopping for tires for my birthday present (woo) and trying to figure out computer programs I will never understand for the life of me. Life has just gotten in the way of things lately and I wish it would slow down so I could enjoy time with my loved ones more or just catch up with girls I havent seen in weeks or just do things for me and not for a deadline. But I guess its all for a good cause and helping me get my butt in gear and ready for the real world. Im just jealous of the girl in the picture.

via maryruffle