Some days I have days where I have no idea what I'm doing or what I want with my life

I have this image in my head of what I want it to look like, but I don't necessarily want to have to wait to be where I want to be in life but then id be missing out on all of the little joys of getting there

Lately Ive been so happy. So unbelievably happy. But I am waiting for something else to happen to pull the rug out from under me

Ive always been like that even though I have tried so hard not to be, because whats the point in being scared?

So these days, I'm trying to enjoy the little things and learn its okay to be confused and sad and happy all at the same time. 

But oh so very happy